Various Artists - This Calling lyrics

I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again And I hear this calling Still, you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out No secrets, deception for these would tear this down I'll note the past; spare the pain (spare the pain) Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling Still, you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still, you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strengths been tested; I wear the scars that prove Still, I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling Still, you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still, you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out My strength's been tested; I wear the scars that prove Still, I believe that this calling will see me through Still, I believe this calling will see me through