Various Artists - Comforting Lie - No Doubt lyrics

I started out on the wrong foot, now I'm not myself I am Jekyll, I am Hyde, found this place to hide, come seek me Oh, so up and down, so back and forth, so insecure Can't get this taste out of my mouth, swallow it down, pretend And hold it, hold it all in Let it build up, oh, build a bomb And blow it, blow it away And clear it all out, just end it I'm just a normal person without those problems, when did it change? Admission so embarra**ing, I'm on the verge of tears again I'll hold it, I'll hold it all in I'll let it build up, oh, build a bomb And blow it, blow it away And clear it all out, just end it Oh look, I took the band aid off. did I take it off too soon Hysterical confession, my big courage is blue Don't gasp at the predictable, a comforting lie can't last Preordained checklist of this awkward love it's so sad Oh, hold it, hold it all in Let it build up, oh, build a bomb And blow it, blow it away And clear it all out, just end it And sort it, sort it out Oh, just give it back, no thank you And toss it, toss it away Eliminate, just give up I, I can't decide this tug of war I'm feeling weak, yeah