Various Artists - Novacain lyrics

There's something i can't figure out There's something that i can't let go It's here it's real and it's staring me in the eye It's all i see now Growing into somethin new Becoming what i always knew Would change me if i let it go Would turn on me if i let it show now If i let it show And you always got the best of me While bringing out the worst of me I found myself again and i didn't like this thing that i've become now So i gotta do this right now Cause tomorrow I ain't lookin back This is my last chance to come clean and make it right And show you what i know Sinking ever further Concrete shoes keep me around It's getting way to late to change tonight Shudder to think i may be wrong It's easy to lose when you're the king of loss and everything slips by Taken a chance making a change For better or worse I can't let go And i know what i want Is what we think of ourselves inside The same as what we really are Is what you see in me Really what i wanna be? Is this all for me Is this all for you? Is this all we see in ourselves?