Various Artists - Another Year lyrics

I tried to fall in it again My friends took bets and disappeared They mime their sighing violins I think I'll wait another year I want my chest pressed to your chest My nervous systems interfere Ten or eleven months have pa**ed I think I'll wait another year This weather turns my tricks to rust I am a lousy engineer The winter makes things hard enough I think I'll wait another year Plus I'm only twenty-six years old My grandma died at eighty-three That's lots of time if I don't smoke I think I'll wait another year I'm not as callous as you think I barely breath when you are near It's not as bad when I don't drink I think I'll wait another year I have my new Bill Hicks CD I have my friends and my career I'm getting smaller by degrees You said you'd help me disappear But that could take forever I think I'll wait another year It'll be the best year ever I think I'll wait another year Can't we just wait together? You bring the smokes, I'll bring the beer I think I'll wait another year