Vangough - Alone lyrics

Walking out alone at night I stroll past lanes of candlelight All the dolls they seem so strange Inside they try to hide their pain I turn to face my greatest fear An empty room is someone here? And yet the stairs seem dark and long and strange As if they just go on for days All my life I've tried so hard to play this game alone Are you sure you will not lose, father? I try to be strong forever alone God I am lost and I'm bleeding I cover my scars to bury the pain Is this a life that's worth living? I come home to find my heart in a vice My confidence finally is broken I find her with wings that hold her above God I am numb and I'm shaking. Heal the loss and heal the pain And try to make us whole again, oh god Give me strength to cut this flesh away (Chorus)