Vampires On Tomato Juice - He(a)ven lyrics

Before I went away I thought it was easy for me (Before I went away) But I just could'nt see Thinking with my heart (Thinking with my heart) About a last farewell I just went away I'm standing there - f**ed up Out of thoughts - lost the thread I left this place For something new Now I'm standing there in the middle of nowhere The reality (I'm missing everyone) is on my heels And all the magic's gone What have I become? (What have I become) A lonely human wreck Sailing the seas of this ocean so grey The storm and the mast they just take me away Now im standing there - I'm standin here in my place Now im standing there - I'm still waiting