Vagrant God - In My Failings lyrics

Silence, help me see this upheaval. In my troubles of Dented vision. Distorted grace - I am the fated. Yielding In between machines of hatred. For what loyalty do I live This agony. You keep preserving me to save your vanity Murmurs gather, ripe with obsession. Damn you, father - when do I leave. The scars are numberless, the blight Unending. My will betraying (will you betray me now) I hold unto the gallows, staring. Writhing in my failings (here in my failings). I am given more than I can abide. Yet I commit my guilt in receiving. My guilt in believing. For What loyalty do I live this agony. You keep preserving me to Save your vanity