Vada - Leave Broke lyrics

Verse 1: Boy o Boy, i guess them playa ploys done torn it's course Cause i'm 23 years old losing force & got a divorce Punchin doors and goin to war until my voice is horse Buyin gifts when I'm angry i feel like such a dork If you seen me this past year and said "That ain't Vada no more" You were right cause my house was shambles when I entered the door "Well what's so stressful right, that's life. Is it still full custody?" Sure But my daughters stepmom just stepped and now she feels ignored I guess I asked for things she never had to give before And my daughter asks "Where's Ki?," I say "she's gone," She asks "what for?" And i cried when i found your shirt that you left in my drawer I tossed it I ain't give it back but so you know it's orange It still had your scent on it that I so adored Our love was uncooked beef but girl you still pulled out the fork Sorry for speaking my issues I ain't mean to leave you so annoyed And you got the nerve to tell me that YOUR heart is not a toy Chorus: Climbing the pain that relaxed in my soul. Being a man that's strong enough to move on You gotta be you gotta be, that's what I hoped Im rich in this heart that you tried to leave broke (Twice) Verse 2: I drown in pain, feelin vein I know in my heart I changed In every requested way, but my shorty still ain't stay Make me say my daughter ain't gon meet another chick againe Hear a name, see a waive, get familiar wit nare face And when she complained I ain't ignore her. Man this weight on my shoulder Feels like 20 boulders, cause i still wanna hold her After my BM i never thought i could get colder - tryna smile at these industry functions keepin my composure I got so many female friends that put up with the most The n***a f** em over backwards but they still off a HOPE But i be diein to fix it & my loves still turn to ghost Im not lookin for sympathy but Im lookin for growth Should i be the playboy that I used to be before? Thats wat the devil wants me to do - but not no mo' Oh, and i put up bread to buy you a two door Thats why i was in that bind, it was a surpise but, you know Choruse: Bridge: Boyy Im drinkin Im not eatin. Medicine challenge me but Im not blinkin Drivin right along yea i know what my theme is. Always ride Down the waves just Dont sink in