Uzher Ki - \\\User_OnMna lyrics

[Verse 1: OnMna] I tried to be linear Failed and went up in her So you are about to experience Some raw thoughts and feelings Don't start at the beggining Not found, and still missing But I can still explain No one wondered why my brain went insane Ain't nobody gonna cough up those chains Ain't nobody gonna inject those veins Keep on blaming what you saw what you thought Keep on blaming all those hoes you sure loved No more, please don't move on I can't bear the idea of Me not living in your thoughts So I made this sorry-a** song [Verse 2: OnMna] When people ask "Why?" they only sink their noses So yeah. I wish they didn't know I got a room full of roaches Still I see nice girls with so much effort put on their clothes, man And that's nice, but outside the only thing I let out is toxins I wish I could scream (Why not?), get a joint out and speak (Why not?) Blaze one in the park (Why noy?), get to know you till it's dark Maybe I'll despise you, maybe I won't But at least somebody heard my story before I'm gone I really wish i didn't have to jerk off everytime I start to see the truth And it smooths Cause it's blue and I'd rather see black & white than be part of the youth Now ain't that true When you can't laugh, meditate what you gon do with your life Your objectives dropping by as a past time Your ambitions pa**ing on as a past life Now, ain't that cool how you don't feel Glorify. Sacrifice what you don't see Close ones looking at your eyes as you're some fiend But they never run away when I go mean So I'm sorry [Hook: OnMna, Zarabas] Will you run away, will you run away, are you gona cry now? Will you run away, will you run away, are you gonna die now? Will it ease the pain if I go insane, looking through my face Will it just explode, just too big to hold, just leaving my zone Will you run away, will you run away, are you gona cry now? Will you run away, will you run away, are you gonna die now? Will it ease the pain if I go insane, looking through my face Will I run away? Will I run away? Will I run away? Will I run away? [Verse 3: OnMna] Is pa**ion better? sh** I don't know.. cause I'm more close, to being a failure, ten times better than being a patriot My own path. the only thing in this world that gives me pride Might not be much.. but hey! at least it's mine Moneys, titles, possesions, say bye-bye to that sh** Cause when your body decomoposes, you'll only have your deeds Don't get me wrong, I don't care how people see me Furthermore, When I die, I hope they just forget me Cause I'm no man, no gun, no mac, no plan I can't get along with people, but when I shut my thoughts off I sure can I can't do that for long, so being happy is short lived But somehow I just know, this ain't how it's supposed to go, see? My body isn't helping either Borken arm, sore back, deformed feet, never pleasing Writting sh**ty lyrics, my only outlet I'd rather die inside than giving out pamflets You really think it hurts when you turn the other cheek? It just stings when people are nice to me Don't make this 'bout yourself, cause I already did that I would love to hurt your feelings but I don't see that As a way out, cause I don't matter Between you and me I can only hit the latter Go ahead and tell them, what you saw here today They just won't beieve you without tears in your face I'll never prove on me, I guess that keeps me going Two friends up in this b**h, only now they start to know me Of course I can't polish, all the words, or how you percieve them It's not depressing, It's the trurth, you should learn to recieve it It's really contageous, and I'm pa**ing it onto you Now I'm free, and I'd recommend you look for something to do --- Ever since I doubted sh**, I have been rebuilding myself I would settle with anything, but it keeps falling on itself So go ahead, take me and construct whatever you may Just don't act as an agent of free-will when you come home and play Cause I've been running on a graveyard full of empty caskets The contradictions I put out have stopped being problems And I'm f**ing tired of hearing my mom on the phone Telling my whole family Imma be a failure, I might as well be gone f** yes I'm going loco and self referencial Did you not see the title? did you come for the instrumental? I didn't think so either, so if you're still here, hush Be quiet, this young f** is almost done turning his brains to mush Don't you ever EVER tell me what to put on my songs Eat a dick, go back to telling Tyler his subject matter is wrong Acting all those made up lies since you were six So I never tell the truth when they ask "please" But I really felt that way so I'm not pleased I may k** myself these days but for now, see