Uzher Ki - Mellow Drinks lyrics

[Verse 1: OnMna] I'm at the bottom now, can't get any worse than this But I can't find the time to start overcoming this sh** I don't get what I just said,cause time is all I got Strenght is what I lack man, mental and physical now Fighting all these skeletons is draining my health My imagination playing tricks on my a** Failure is becoming the norm, no longer the exception Waking up everyday, ready to face deception Cause right now, f**, I can't blame anyone So for once I'll be a man. and take credit for this one I pushed myself over the edge and into the abyss Have no idea when I'll get out, f** this Keyboard, PC, weed, and I'm rolling Some stupid sh**, phantom on, and I'm flowing The beat starts to get me optimistical Suddenly sh** isn't that bad, but I'm still critical And this is the best state of mind to create sh** is flowing in my head and I can deviate From the limitations I put up on myself Show the unrated version of the On Mna, the true self Dude, I'm winning this just by prevailing and breathing Love the way I'm still standing here even when life's bullets hit me I don't feel like an adult, cause I ain't giving it up People staying in their comfort zone just make me wanna cry Their lack of ambitions is contagious and bleak It's always better to surround yourself of those who speak Their minds, opinions flying everywhere Just get that insight, recycle it, use it nowhere [Verse 2: OnMna] Who's got the right to say how, for that matter? It's a never ending pile of mindless chatter People pushing their truths to people's faces Not realizing they live in cages Their so called truths don't have to apply to eveyrone else And they have a hard time trying to make sense Of this anti-equation, that good-feeling sensation Of "Live and Let live" getting close to redemption So if you ask me, It will keep getting obnoxious I'll choose music every time, and for me that is obvious But that's not the point I'm trying to get across Music might not be for you, so please don't give me the toss The thing is, find your treasure, and your own pleasure Let it be what you feel n***a, Don't hesitate for a second Cause I won't judge a bit, if you're sure of your selection People like you fear the concept of transgression [Hook: Zarabas] Yeah yeah, I gotta... get the smoke out my mind So funny, so funny ha ha Ain't bout the weed, ain't bout the hood n***a Yeah yeah, I gotta... get the smoke out my mind So funny, so funny ha ha Ain't bout the weed, ain't bout the hood n***a [Verse 3: OnMna] I pity all the fools that live afraid of life By all those rules they create, they feel the need to abide Makes me think of people that can't go into relationships Cause they don't want to burn bridges, they never get intimate I'd love to be like the chumps that stare at the same girl for ten minutes straight But I can't cause my concentration s**s, and I deviate when I see funny sh** So on a daily basis, I look in the mirror And lie to myself, it's actually pretty simple To buy my own bullsh**, feel like I have a plan So I don't fall into depresion, I'm not really a man That has a bulletproof sight, I can't follow the line Steady Job? Good money? sorry, not on my mind I'm sure nobody's going to chase my dream for me Clock is ticking n***a, Now the time has come for me to see How much time I'm really willing to compromise To this silly things that I fantasize About every day, when I'm working, joking, with my friends provoking The though that life has to be more than this cause it's boring