[Stupid punk intro] [Nagging doubt] [Deep inside] Deep down inside I hate myself I don't love you or anybody else Deep down inside it's hard to face The fact I can't even love myself Deep down inside I realize My life has been one big disguise To keep on hiding deep inside The fact I could never love myself Deep down inside I start to die Until I do I'll live my lie It's hard to face the fact that Deep inside I might never love myself [O.k. to dream] Do what you want, who sets the rules? Who plays god? Who play the fool? Who's got you running away from yourself? Who'll give you pity? Who'll give you help? Who makes the choices that determine your fate? Who'll give us love? Who'll give us hate? Do what you want it's o.k. to dream O.k. to dream, only a dream… [Why even try] Why even try, it's not worth it, I can't take it! Maybe I'm weak, the pain's never ending I'm getting numb, I begin not to feel it Maybe I'm weak, I've started forgetting Why even try, there's no way I can do it I'm too empty inside [Stupid punk anthem] I wanna do what I want Not when I'm old I wanna do it now while I'm young Before I get to old I'm gonna make these decisions for myself Not no one else But how do I know what's gonna be best? Wanna live, wanna die Wanna laugh, wanna cry Wanna do what I want so I can be myself Don't wanna follow, wanna lead myself So I can see who I am And who will really help me out Sick and tired of their sh** Being led to believe In the end there might be things To benefit our lives I guess the best feelings That I've had deep inside Have been the ones that made it clear I'm not like anybody else