Useless Id - Confused lyrics

On which side am I? This one or this one I'm so messed up And I can't f**kin' understand What's going on I've found myself Cut in a position - once again That i'm don't know If that's the way That i wanted it to be And I'm so confused Was sure we're going In a special direction Guess I was wrong again Can't seem to find an answer or salvation The TV is shut Yeah i'm alone again Thinking of where i was Where i've been My walls are white But i see only black It can't be you Cause i don't think That your shadow Is that big And I'm so confused Was sure we're going In a special direction Guess I was wrong again Can't seem to find an answer or salvation Sometimes it feels so weird And I don't know what to decide This side or this side My mind is so messed up Can I manage on my own? Or do I need you by my side To help me clear my doubts And to find my way out