Useless Beauty - Praying Kind lyrics

Your words are sharp as a knife What can I say when you are always right? Silently I will bleed No one will notice the appalling sight If I were a praying kind I’d do it Chose to live like a last night on earth But life can be long with no near danger You had to have a better plan And worry about tomorrow like everyone else If I were a praying kind I’d do it Expectations were too high And the hype was way too loud I’ve never asked for it But you just could not help gushing about the apple of your eyes When I fall I’ll make sure it’s out of sight If I were a praying kind I’d do it Waiting for decision Waiting for your final words Can I have some influence? Is that me or is that you who’s in charge? Dare to be happy when nothing is certain One misstep will send you spiraling down If I were a praying kind I’d do it Yes I have known way too much To refuse the obvious pick Looking for the bigger challenge Looking for the bigger chunk to bite Then I saw the cost of dreaming But seriously how could smart ones be so blind? If I were a praying kind I’d do it