When I look back on the house I lived in On the house that I once loved Sure I get nostalgic Nowadays there's no one I can trust And I know this sounds a bit cliché But my youth I want to awake Cause nothing lasts and for that I blame the future of the past All those words I said that night were not my words I lost count of everybody I once loved When everything you see seems fake It's making your head ache So you're longing for that moment where you aren't making any mistakes In a perfect world, we're running free and no one can disagree I doubt my faith and I doubt my path 'cause nothing ever lasts All those words I said that night were not my words I lost count of everybody I once loved