Unseen - A cliched Truth lyrics

[Verse 1: Unseen] So you hated life so bad that you wanted it to end? Put that gun up to your temple every time you handled it? Put that blade against your wrist every time you washed dish? Nah So don't act like you've been in my position Finally broke away from that, so I had to make some friends Said I smoked a lot of weed and maybe puffed up on a cig Smoking in my bathroom so at school I could fit in Not knowing what it could cause down the road. yo Acting was never enough, so I had to make a deal Skipping school at noon to go and show em that I'm real When they showed up with them, I would even pop a pill So eager to fit in I bet I probably would have k**ed... Somebody, if that's what it took Obsessed with the image, how I felt and how I looked Begging for acceptance, no matter what it cooked... Up in my head, I'm ready to open my life up So read me like a book. yup [Hook: Unseen] I know...I've been A bit gone...distant And I know...You've been A bit gone...get this Uh [Verse 2: Unseen] Now that I'm addicted to everything that I've been given Living with a splitting head ache, paink**ers couldn't fix it But, Still don't fell I fit in. Cause everything I been hitting, only fix it for a minute Then I gotta live in, livid life, living life I don't care, I guess I might But if I did, well it ain't right Give me back my lucid mind But I gotta seal my fate Looking in the judging mirror Feeling conscious about my weight No food for several days, to lose a little self hate Cigarettes everyday Feeling guilty that I ate Feeling like a teenage girl Feeling hatred from the world Feeling like my eyes hate me Feeling like my mind lately... Drifted to a scary place Drug addicted lying baby, ugly clothes that didn't fit me Lets get some gla**es then we get the attention that we need Maybe not lets smoke some weed Maybe then the Xanax bit me, laying in my bed Im screaming No one heard me cause I'm dreaming [Hook: Unseen] [Verse 3: Unseen] So you hated life so bad that you wanted it to end? Put that gun up to your temple every time you handled it? Put that blade against your wrist every time you washed dish? Nah So don't act like you've been in my position Finally broke away from that, I have to admit... I'm living life fully, and I can commit... To anybody who, asks me question... I don't have to sit begging for aggression