Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause I've fallen again The stench smells so real Like I've been here before Emotions will k** The life I've always known Because of their lies The world seems to change But since you've arrived I feel no more pain 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate The unwanted things That breathe in my skin Have filled all the void In which I live in And every time you bounce I feel so alive So many ways to count The many times I've died 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate So close to you, so close to you