I can't let out what i keep inside of my own mind I can't get out what i got inside this head of mine So i build it up until i break down Until i can feel enough to create what i make now I ain't even did enough to rest so i can't lay down Everyone i met and thought was real is just a fake now Or am i fake? i think i'm the face of every single ounce of pain I hate because it make me break I don't understand This is not the plan Don't know where i am I got lost inside my thoughts, oh not again Don't like where i been All i did was sin We only begin Just so we can end, i don't need a friend I'ma rot all alone and i know that Went to hell just to go and get my soul back Gave it away cause i ain't wanna stay I ain't wanna be alive to see another day