Universum - Misery Cell lyrics

Reaching out for something more, something else Listening in silence from within this shell Trapped as this futile life turns to hell Last page of the final chapter, blank to read Is this destiny locked in time? Another bearing grinding, grinding to nothing Can't challenge this sequence locked inside I close my eyes and search within With each day I dissipate And die a bit, searching inside I can't cross the line This psychologic mind I won't allow it No, I won't allow it! Search deeper for something more, something else Reaching out from within this shell Trapped as this sh** turns to hell The last page of this final chapter rips Another life dissolved in time Another bearing grinding, grinding to nothing A locked in sequence of self destruction I rupture As everyday falls far away I can't take it I won't return And it feels like the struggle is ending Prepared in the darkest shades of light A challenge of mind to do or die Can't do anything at all With each day I dissipate And die a bit, searching inside I can't cross the line This psychologic mind I've lost myself to misery I can't use your sympathy I won't allow it No, I won't allow it! As everyday falls far away I can't take it I won't return And it feels like the struggle is ending I stay for a higher day But each is one, and one of the same This misery cell of mind Keeps the demons inside As the event horizon pulls me in The black hole of life, my creation, my sin And driving internal forces of decreation Blinded by this darkness Leeches take hold and let bleed As the light of life leaves without me And take flight on the machines of eternity With blood dripping from these f**ing wings As everyday falls far away I can't take it I won't return And it feels this struggle has ended