Ungrace - Bleeding Thoughts lyrics

I sit trying not to disperce I try to concentrate My brain refused this option But I've got to finish this game Before my dreams catch me and drag to denial Before I puke all of my insides away World is spinning around like a top My conscience is getting unstable But I must get back on the frontline As long as I'm able To move my legs forward and hold a gun in my hands To aim it and shoot in my enemies wanting to blast me away I slap myself to remember That I am still alive I cut my skin to control My scattering mind blast waves have tattered my ears I cannot hear screams of the wounded My brain is on boiling point I need reset! I've gto to find the appropriate way to Calm the beast inside and its will to jump away Run away I want to strangle my false cords My ears are bleeding I can hear no sound I want to catch up with my liquid thoughts Cut my eyes out to see the only I want to strangle my false cords My ears are bleeding I can hear no sound I want to catch up with my BLEEDING thoughts Cut my eyes out to see the only PURPOSE