Unfoonk - My Pain lyrics

[Intro] (Kap, your name's on the beat) [Verse] Have you ever came face-to-face staring down the devil? Havin' conversations daily 'cause I was goin' against myself ni**as said I wouldn't make it, had to prove 'em wrong I had life and 10, but somehow I made it home Look at God, clap for me, I done beat the odds I got my mama sheddin' tears, she's sayin' thank you Lord Heart racin', speedin' up When I heard my brother on the radio I ran it inside, but the outside I'm cool though People ask me daily, "Unfoonk, what's goin' through your mind?" Unbalanced with the time, but somehow I'm doin' fine I'm tryna stick a move, just like they do in boxing So how my calls droppin'? I feel like they watchin' My lawyer asked me, get in touch with my co-defendant I'm thinkin' in my head like this ni**a really trippin' He don't understand that the pain that he caused to my family I'm tryna move happily, but I can't patch up the damage My first love died when I was boxed in A ni**a stole the car, went head on, the sh*t within I can't keep my pain buried, fu*k a cemetery I'ma give you a real life story, fu*k a fairy tale My b*tch cheated on me, went behind me, fu*ked the opp I'm havin' b*tches different nights, tryna ease the heart They say love bring pain, pain that's given from God But somehow I'm still runnin', I just play my cards My nephew hard as hell, tell lil' bro stop playin' around Bro, you can make it very far, just let 'em hear your sound You got a voice, ni**a, show these folks that you can use it Just let the street go 'cause they takin' and I'ma fu*kin' lose it The other day, me and slime was just talkin' Had a whole conversation, on that brother-brother sh*t Catchin' up on sh*t lately Then he got serious, said, "Bruh, don't you go back" "'Cause if you do, you gon' hurt the family, can't take that" I tried to give my bro advice, told him move swift See there's some hustlers out this world, gotta fool gift Me and G5 got a bond can't nobody break When the bullsh*t crack up, he gon' move me out the way [Outro: Unfoonk & Unknown] Ayy big bro Yeah, what's up? I was in that motherfu*kin' speakin' 'bout knowledge, right? Like, how a ni**as was growin' up How y'all ni**as had me, like, on track, like Bro, you gotta get some money But nowadays these lil' ni**as ain't even tryna do that, bro So you see what I told you that morning Y'all ni**as gotta get out, remember what I was tryna tell you, bruh? Once you get to a certain level in life, bro Like, the money's gettin' good, you can't hang around no ni**a that ain't got that same mind, mindset I already know and I'm like 'sh*t, bruh" And I love gettin' calls from my big brother Same ni**a who I grew, grew up lookin' up to "So you doin' what you supposed to be doin', stay focused, lil' ni**a," you feel me? 'Cause you know when you first came home, ni**as was tryna get you to go to the studio You really wasn't seein', now you seein' the bigger picture Yeah Ayy, this sh*t changed my life, I'm saying my kids, kids, kids like, you know what I'm sayin'? I already know, that sh*t crazy