Undertow - At Both Ends lyrics

Falling fall into the same trap so brittle and broken one twist and I snap. Now I've burned the wick at both ends I've done it to myself all over again. Love has brought me here but hate makes me turn away. I gave it all I possibly could with every action with all that I say as my anger builds inside I explode out in rage. I never thought things would ever change and I snap. Now I want back what I couldn't figure out before putting my expectations higher but just hurting myself more and more. I can't believe I let it get inside and get the best of me turning me inside out k**ing me down deep