How can I see, shadowed iniquity? When these eyes deceived and bring my mind into obscurity Can't find that memory, awake in a dream Please release my hand, and smile, painful smile. 'Cause you open me up You take what's inside Never know how I feel about you Everything inside it turns blue, are you on my side? Trying to breathe, forgive the noose that strangles me Can't keep my head above your flood of insecurities Watch the rope fray, I need to get away, can I slip away? It's not the same 'cause your a fake, beautiful mistake I'll never make the same mistake 'Cause you open me up You take what's inside Never know how I feel about you Everything inside it turns blue, are you on my side? I'm broken and desperate You're lost and dead inside You needed this to happen to satisfy denial 'Cause you open me up You take what's inside Never know how I feel about you Everything inside it turns blue, are you on my side?