Umbra - Lit lyrics

Let me start from the beginning at the top of the list where the ink from the pen flows faster than blood from the wrist Sadistic masochist, I'm a pain promotor like a double an*l fisting activist, boy that's some sh**... Like Too much soy on the fish your destroying the delicious dish please grant me one wish Stop with the sauce, at least take it easy consider the cost we talkin sushi holocaust Lookin for complexity in all the wrong places, before you cover all the bases please perfect the Basics, I swear your driving me insane I'm the guest and psychosis is the hostess with the mostest my Chromosomes predisposed me I suppose I was born to be painfully aware of myself Bound to be found bound to the train tracks separated from the five I'm utilitarian sacrifice Suffice to say, it's a decent price to pay to experience the nuance of this clusterf** display The names tumor gunna f** ya brain till its consumed till you hate with all your gut if it's trail mix Call me nuts and the Raisins, erasing ya silly stain and screamin out f** fame easier to live when no one knows ya name Nobody to place blame, disregard fear of shame like violet bowlregard you dick s**ahs be changing colors must be Chronic chameleons, just tryna grind that million and f** Sicilian women materially I'll be k**in It, myself included , auto annihilator life's the lava Smell ya later a**ume the role of terminator ... Best believe that I'll be back but with less of a track more an attack on your wack attitude Smashin these facts into you I'm flabbergasted that you think these raps be cool, infact that's a catch 22 Laughing while you brag about your 22 cause I know soon I'll have you gagging on this 45 blast ya mind into the Sky, lemme know how it feels to fly and be alive without time or a self to identify with or f**s to socialize with hiding behind your eyelids and speakers providing you with the surround sound of silence ...not bowin to ya, nor do I need ya but it's nice and sweet to meet ya take the bleachers lend an to Nietzsche Teaching you the secrets of being blue, here's the truth, God died and so will you It's Too absurd, listen to Camus before ya suissay youve called it a day done with depression display This is what he say, your life has no meaning but don't find that demeaning be defiant to fact that you Exist to roll around a rock bound for the top but like dog in the pound in about a week you won't be Around and it'll roll back down to the ground mind the sound that it makes I live for mine to make the earth shake Quake beneath your weak knees, you need Balance, bracelets that is Without em, you'll end up goin off like the skiz raskolnikov the wiz split you're f**in skull just for Kicks, that's just who he is, and it's ok if you don't get it cause my references be lit