Umbra Et Imago - Endorphin lyrics

Caught in a dark and sterile world Life fading like a withered leaf Lonely like an empty lake I'm walking through the fields Now the black coldness reaches me, too Merciless and against my will Thoughts on the edge of madness Pictures of unimaginable force And I see my own heart getting harder an colder Endorphin deadens my senses, more and more My blood boils with rage, full of euphoria I feel this power in the air In the transport of night In the transport of time Something deep takes over the domination The force is stronger than me Ecstasy is spreading I can't control my mind In a state of total isolation The suffering decides my behaviour The common sense is cut off - like pale tissue The bloodlust begins Bizarre pictures rotating wild A black shape is eating my interiour Cold light catches myself And I break her body in two The awakening is cruel I don't know, what's happening to me My fingers are stained with blood The guilt stains red on my hands The shouts of the father So yelling and agonizing Probe into my brain I'd like to change But Endorphin deadens my senses Nothing can stop me Endorphin Nothing can stop me Endorphin, I'm falling deep, deep Endorphin Sharp metal penetrates the frame Blood screams, slides into the dark nothing Thoughts are running, dropping The elixir of life clots The fight slowly A thread of gloom and pain breaks s**ed out, but full of dreams A last breath escapes into the night