$uicideboy$ - The Number You Have Dialed is Not in Service lyrics

[Verse 1: Raindrop Walka] Fallin' apart You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin' I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void With all this water 'round my neck, I'm 'bout to drip until I drown All these drugs up in my nose, I taste the drip, that sh*t's so sour All these cars that I bought either don't start or they got impounded Pursue the American dream, the nightmare's what I doubted Catch a flight to London or I'll catch a flight to Lyon Show my face in public, show another one at home See my name on the marquee, letters falling down Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown Soon as I reached cloud nine, it started stormin' Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm tourin' Life ain't like a rap video, that's just a warnin' Hopin' to see the sun when I wake up in the mornin' [Verse 2: Hearse Boy] All this misery, misery, misery, fu*k Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision May be my last words so just please listen So long, it's been torture bein' here So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear Same song and I'm sick of singin' it Let me move on, it's for my benefit But come one, come all to my downfall Bear witness to everything that I can't solve My therapist made me promise before I end it all That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking "Is it really worth it? What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?" Really don't think I wanna take this any further Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone, it said not in service [Outro: Hearse Boy & Raindrop Walka] When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on, not in service) When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)