Ugly Sweater Party - Spring Cleaning lyrics

I'm scared of everything that could go wrong And everything goes right Influenced by my fear of falling from such great heights Without a parachute to ease my fall I fear everything and all of it Without you by my side nothing can go right What do I do when I'm left here alone and without you? What would you say when I'm gone and won't come back to you? Spring cleaning comes once a year And I'm thrown in a box labeled throw away I fear everything in lines between and everything above Spring cleaning comes once a year And I am her target this year What do I do when I'm left here alone and without you? What would you say when I'm gone and won't come back to you? f**ed up too many times Just want to close my eyes