Ugly Mus-tard - Was lyrics

[Chorus] Happy, sunshine, green gra** growing Smiling faces, pearlies showing Care free, loving, rosey red To think I let that go to my head I was [Verse] Sunshine pouring through a window, cold Water running down the face of a child I remember nothing but a breath of air Growing thicker in my lungs I think of nothing else Just sordid pleasure with myself Ooh I can't believe What does man gotta do to get a little nothing but a [Bridge] I spit in the face of bigger men I ran the rat race and I'm still a rat Yeah, vote for me I'm president, I've Walked through your garden and I've Pulled your pedals one by one She loves me, she loves me not And this is what I get to wanna fly You call it suicide!? [Verse] Colors so vivid, just like opening my eyes For the first time And I feel closer to God Can you hear just what I whisper When I blow out the candles? You teach me how to swim Then you push me under Is nothing left to sacrifice? You've torn me up, now here's your slice Fill me up, s** me dry Push me off and I can't fly I was [Chorus] I was [x9] Little left but nothing now Staring through the face of a clown As the makeup smears Happiness is just a dream Living in a man that might seem Put together oh so well Everything's so f**ing clear [Chorus] I was [x21]