Ugly Heroes - Unforgiven lyrics

It's hard to forgive [Verse 1: Red Pill] Sent you a Christmas card the other day And I admit I kept it short, I don't know what to say I haven't seen you, haven't spoke, and I don't know you To the point I even question why I wrote you And I honestly Maybe I was just too young to understand But 15 years and you don't call, you just a grudgeful man And I don't really know what dad did But what the f** it have to do with your grandkids? I even tried to talk to my cousins They didn't answer either, I'm just talking discussion I'm not saying you gotta be in my life But just a little explanation, man you owe me that right? I still don't get it and I never will You getting older, bout to find out how forever feels Not trying to say it's okay But a grudge will be the only thing you'll take to your grave [Hook: Red Pill] It's hard to forgive, it's hard to forget Can't even remember just who started this sh** The longer it last, the harder it gets To say that I'm sorry Yeah it's hard to admit It's hard to forgive, it's hard to forget Can't even remember now who started this sh** The longer it last, the harder it gets To say that I'm sorry [Verse 2: Verbal Kent] I watched a man who tried to k** me celebrate in court His lawyer put his hand out like what are you waiting for High five it Had an ex ask me if I knew what cutting was, she showed me "You better never ever ever leave me", is what she told me Another friend of mine, looked up to him when we were kids He started smoking crack and then he broke into my crib It wasn't personal, that had nothin' to do with me That's the thing that ties it all together, see none of it did So I forgive you Because all the pain you try to blame on me was you protecting yourself (from yourself) I forgive you It couldn't been anybody, in fact you probably looked at me and saw yourself So I forgive you Because my worst day ever, is every f**in day of ya life So I forgive you Because I have a feelin' that I had nothing to do with how'd you have lived your life [Hook]