Ubi Fumus - That Sinking Feeling lyrics

[HOOK] And I'm sinkin' in the potion Not blinkin' eyes are open They're thinkin' Isaac's wise But I don't even know where the f** that I was goin' [VERSE 1] All I ask is for an honest listen Feel like I went from hooked on phonics straight to thomas pynchon Feel like I've squandered what the gods have given Gotta get my sh** together quick because the bomb is tickin' I'm not the problem, I'm a victim Swallow what I'm given I'm a product of your system Ganja and narcotics yeah we bought it and we mix ‘em And I will never fall but I swear the bottom's risen I will not forget that I am not forgiven I lost my religion When I saw your god's intentions And now my agnosticism is the cause of rising tensions A rift between my mom and I and it's my fault if I don't mend it Are you surprised my vision's swimmin'? And my words comin' slurred off the sh** that I've been sippin' [HOOK] [VERSE 2] She wants to save me, I don't wanna be saved So lady love me or leave me but I'm not gonna behave I got nothin' to say Just up, up and away I puff and I pray But still I'm stuck in today I got nowhere to go still I'm f**ed if I stay What happened to when I said I was done runnin' in place? Empty wallets Still we're spendin' dollars Can't carry steel so we k** with kindness And the pills fill our pockets Tryna block it But the scents and the sounds are reminders So don't tell me just to put it all behind us Can't say it in the songs so I put it in my silence Hey man, I've been broke Brim low Bless ‘em with the penstrokes There's no use in stressin' that's my message to the dense folks Bandana tied, that's how I still picture you You're who I still call when I need someone to listen to Soakin' in the bathtub, listenin' to b**hes brew Feelin' somewhere between ecstatic and miserable Why so critical? sh**, at least I'm feelin' cool Like kids with gats in middle school Or gatsby in the swimming pool It's not a pa**ion if it's picked for you It's never what I wanted but I guess it's what I'm meant to do Write that in your interview My head's above water, but only by an inch or two [HOOK 2x] [OUTRO 2x] Don't blame me I'm only what you made me So go ahead and hate me I'm just takin' what you gave me I'm only what you named me I'm sinking and i'll drown if you won't reach out and save me