Type O Negative - Anesthesia lyrics

Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two black entities 'Cause when you trust someone Illusion has begun No way to prepare Impending despair Did one say so cruel 'Tis better to love than lose Ignorance is bliss Wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned This lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire Liar! Betwixed birth and d**h Every breath regret I pity the living Envy for the dead Emotionally stunned In defense - I'm numb I'd rather not care then to be aware Be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World reknowned failure at both d**h and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia I don't feel anything