Tyler Read - A Litmus Test lyrics

Three o' clock on your watch as you stagger out into the street Whisky soaked, you light up a cigarette For the way it feels between your fingers Hold the phone, no let it ring (She'll be there wondering) It's been a long day but a longer night And this has been a long (time coming) This only the beginning, in the end you think you're winning This is only a fake ending, making yourself a way out In your room, in your room, where you pace back and forth There were angels all around you now you can't see them anymore You take this pill from the bottle and now swallow Giving in is not the problem, no, it's the dosage that will do you in This is only the beginning, in the end you think you're winning This is only a fake ending, making yourself a way out When you close your eyes to sleep Is the ending bittersweet? When you close your eyes to sleep What do you see All the forgotten memories From all the images you keep But in the end it'd what you see That tears you into pieces Do you think you'll just fade away