Twiztid - Long Road Home lyrics

[Madrox:] I've been told that home's where the heart is, love don't live here no more regardless I still feel this emptiness in me, will there be something that can save me? I try everything no salvation all they do is prescribe more medication I can't move No no, I can't go home I can't go home I can't go home I can't go home [Monoxide:] Feelin' unwanted, feelin' sick to my stomach Problems they keep on comin' regardless of makin' money Hopin' someone above me could show them how they should love me Inside of me's a republic of madness then I'm just stuck in recovery Lookin' to sadness, rough and feelin' so tragic that every bit of my magic is taking seats in the back It only comes up when I finally get my hands on a bat, it's like the whole world welcomes me back It's like every problem I ever had is back from the track I took reality and fallout when it casually comes falling right back, and then it's over I'm either livin' to get high or I'm dyin' tryna be sober neither bringin' me closer Now I'm sittin' in this room detoxin' and I'm alone, and all I wanna do is go home But if I ever get myself up out of this f**in' hole this is the only thing I wanted y'all to know, and it goes [Madrox:] Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song Do you feel like the level you tryna get is stuck somewhere between right here and all this stupid bullsh**? You work so hard but it seem just like nothin' matters though, it's like you make em' feel sick and fed up is there an antidote? To feel better be confident to be okay with the things I cannot change but that's positive and I'm the opposite In a bottomless pit I'm fallin' my feelings are all around me so many sleepless nights, so many tears enough to drown me Instead you learn to sleep grab a pillow and work sleep and be like a burnable fall when you can simply ride don't quit it Wherever they may and possibly will beat me along my path, will I return to you to see you smile and possibly hear you laugh When I bet to further more distance between me and home as long as you know I'm out there that you're never truly alone And on my endless journey floating beyond the stars learning life is not eternal but home is wherever you are Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song [Fade out:] I've been told that home's where the heart is, love don't live here no more regardless I still feel this emptiness in me, will there be something that can save me?