Twiztid - Barely Surviving (Ride Or Die) lyrics

[Verse 1: Monoxide] Can't get a job anymore cuz I'm a g**ning Juggalo According to the cops report Just went in and out of this store Had to return couple of things I've purchased from there before Clerk giving me hard time like I committed a crime I'm on no lie [?] Keep on tellin' 'em I'm [?] To a deeper emotion And I'm keeping on going up out of my minds So I decided to leave 'em behind [?] Finally I can see them, talking and kinda kickin' Speaking about my tattoos, cla**ified as a cashew-I'm nutty Cuz a I'm a Juggalo, gang member and bloody [?] have arrived Brought you here to let you know that's nothing more but a fact And keep being a Juggalo [Hook: Twiztid] Life has a weight trying to wear me down And it gets worse every time I turn around (They keep me treating like nothing I feel like I'm drowning and I'm barely surviving) I don't like the way the world looks right now Wanna leave it all behind but I don't know how ([?] and down And I'm just hoping that one day I can figure it out) [Verse 2: Jamie Madrox] f** their opinions and oversights of our living I'm hoping amongst the hatred we find some sense of forgiving I'm hoping that just by taking the first steps of living, we're reshaping what was deformed at birth, a new beginning, so singing the songs for the sinners So many know the words When they tryna to be overly righteous, that's feeling absurd Man I'm so tired of all this fighting, sh** is wearing me down To the point I no longer care a "hi"/"hey" out of their mouth I'm depressed on the verge of giving up, but I know I'm great I'm just blowing up something lost in the moment and talking sh** I wanna leave it all behind, but in my mind all I find That I'm alive, and then come all the insane overtimes [?] the time that keeps pa**ing me by [?] I'm out of my head, my hands, emotionally tired If they die another day put my hands together and pray There ain't no giving nothing I can't handle, please take it away You discredit goodness [?] like a Jesus swallow it first And then pause and move minds, put me on the [?] [Hook: Twiztid] Life has a weight trying to wear me down And it gets worse every time I turn around (They keep me treating like nothing I feel like I'm drowning and I'm barely surviving) I don't like the way the world looks right now Wanna leave it all behind but I don't know how ([?] and down And I'm just hoping that one day I can figure it out) .... [Verse 3: Monoxide] Heavenly father, I'm down on my knees Thinking "why even bother?" Can't change what they think, stacking above me I'm alone as I can be and I feel like hostage To everything you believe [Verse 4: Jamie Madrox] Anger always seems to get me down I just can't take it any longer Life keeps on pausing and insanity's calling And reality falling away from me Can somebody help me? Say a prayer for whoever cares and k** me You got the weight of the World on your shoulders And you ready to ride or die Don't let anybody convince you how you live it or how you're living your life You got the weight of the World on your shoulders And you ready to ride or die Don't let anybody convince you how you live it or how you're living your life You got the weight of the World on your shoulders And you ready to ride or die Don't let anybody convince you how you live it or how you're living your life You got the weight of the World on your shoulders And you ready to ride or die Don't let anybody convince you how you live it or how you're living your life You got the weight of the World on your shoulders And you ready to ride or die Don't let anybody convince you how you live it or how you're living your life