Twiztid - Note 2 Self lyrics

[Madrox] You know that you can't buy your way into heaven All those things that you say With no feelings are you pretending to be When you try to be like them becoming less of you somehow And all the while in need of so many friends [Monoxide] But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see [Madrox] The feelings that you feel keep you from being yourself You've become so wrapped up in your dirty world of Power and wealth you think you can have it all If you want it bad enough and that's probably true That's why there's so much hatred bottled up alive in you [Monoxide] But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see How can I change my life when all I have is pain Inside of me for all to see I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again Outside of me for all to see