Twiztid - Listen lyrics

"And I'm sorry I had a f**ing mental breakdown,How many times did you...could you be normal if someone disrespected your dead father every chance they got?" (Chorus,Madrox & Monoxide) All This (all this)... I cant remeber your face All this (all this)... No one can take your place All this (all this)... I cant remeber your face All this pain and animosity (Monoxide) It's not everyday I get to sit around and chat Sit down and think maybe even talk about That sh** just drives me crazy,f**in me up I'm outta luck like a s*ut with nobody to f** Somebody talk to me, hear me out, lend me an ear Before I lose it on society and do it so Violently Fearer of fear,hands sweaty, losin' my breath I'm sittin' with d**h, somebody sittin' on my chest Best remedy's revenge on people who wouldn't listen Cheeks glisten 'cause I'm cryin', my vision is so violent Didn't worry 'cause I'm losin' it Abusin' anybody that's confusin This with lyin or me tryin to get attention, Sention On my mind,all I think about is dyin, In spite of me livin' in Hell,breakin' me down, Outta touch with reality, f** it I'm out, Everybody in this motha f**as hearin me now, (Chorus) (Anybody k**a) I'm so lost without my loved ones can't seen to let go Why do I keep breathin? Does God want me to die slow? On the edge I stand lookin at the past on Wondering how long I'm aloud to carry on So many left that was just to close At times I feel all alone and I just cant cope Why did they have to go? Why did they have to leave? If its not family then its a homie from the streets. My minds set not to take that sh** But I gotta stay strong for the sake of my kids (Hi daddy) How close does the soul gotta get To make you want to slit your wrist after they heart quits? Its so hard to you lose in life but even harder to recover Specially when memories start to smother You cant run so just take that pain Cause I'ma always gonna hold on to your name rememberin.... (Chorus) (Jamie Madrox) It's everyday that the anger seem's to be k**ing me off It's kinda nice to have a chance to talk,Or rather have you Listen to me, You always listen to me No matter what state of mind i appear to be visiting,you were there for me Even when i said i was outta my mind, You were the one that said give it some time, And i would find That i could put the pieces back together again You were the one that trusted me til the end,I cant pretend that i Never had faith in you, I was only afraid I knew what was going on, but didnt know what to say I was so young, feeling like my soul was torn Coming to grips with the fact you ain't comin home no more All this madness, and all this pain, Made something break inside brain And all this hate, and all this time, Made me reline my mind and I find that... (Chorus)