Twiztid - Fucmyself lyrics

"Why does my family always have to f** up everything I have goin? Are they jealous? Is it because...(can't understand anymore)" Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that im not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullsh**,i wish but it wont quit can somebody stop this, i need some f**in help, Cause they're all jsut better than me so FUCMYSELF! Everybody spits in my face, Everybody spits the same and it really hits on the vein of me, This is the very meanin' of hate, The very reason I been commited and labeled a technical basket case, Please, I just can't take it anymore, Attackin' me from every angle soon as I walk in the door, Harder and harder you just kept pushin and pushin til I was farther and farther away from all of the bullsh** and Now Im the person you always wanted me to be a loser just like my daddy to the highest degree Well it aint for me, that i go out and go away, before my life is just a repeat of that mother f**er's story, this sh** is legendary, you can like it or not, say what you say the other way or handle it on the spot, and my feelings are irrelivent to all the games and jokes, sometimes i feel a little provoked To Step Down Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that im not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullsh**, i wish but it wont quit can somebody stop this, i need some f**in help, Cause they're all jsut better than me so FUCMYSELF! I dont respect you, or expect you too, die for me, even thou i would die for you, Cause life tries too, manipulate, and dominate, bringin no one around you in emotional state, Man, i know that i aint sh**, it aint no f**in secret,i never had sh**, and ill never be sh**, But im cool with it, I aint even trippin a bit, Im A fake, im a phony, and the biggest false profit, But your lookin in the mirror and your seein yourself better than me, better than you, and everybody else your a high horse ridin, Oh so judge mental, complex (MUTHA fu*kA!) and im so simple but thats ok too, But other than hate you, i embrace you, and change the mood you relate to, my feelings are irrelivent to all the games and jokes, sometimes i feel a little provoked To Step Down Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that im not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullsh**, i wish but it wont quit can somebody stop this, i need some f**in help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! ...and i hate you, and i hate you, and i hate you.. your better than me, your really better than me, you cant be better than me, i never wanna be, fu*k ME Im better than you, no im not better than you, I Cant Be Better Than You, nore do i want to, fu*k YOU your better than me, your really better than me, you cant be better than me, i never wanna be, Im better than you, no im not better than you, I Cant Be Better Than You, nore do i want to... De, De, De, De, De, De De, Demons and ghosts from outta the dark Is it just my mind cause they keep rippin me apart I gotta deal with this, that im not everyone else, and they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! Livin to die, dyin to live, hatin to give into the bullsh**, i wish but it wont quit can somebody stop this, i need some f**in help, Cause they're all just better than me so FUCMYSELF! I aint sh**! SO FUCMYSELF Im just nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF! Never be nothing! SO FUCMYSELF!