Twiztid - By Myself lyrics

{verse 1} Floatin to the ceilin’ ain’t always what it seems Sometimes i’m in my feelins like a couple e’s I feel like i’m infected like some kinda disease I never know when to expect it but i just gotta breathe Just gotta breathe, my brotha Just got to know when you should leave, my brotha I don’t wanna believe but it seems my brotha That sativa ain’t the one to peel back covers Every now an then i like to go for the change An every single time that strain’ll go straight for my brain An i feel crazy like еverything’s is maybe affecting mе In ways that always brings me back to the part where i’m hating Everything and not relating to the fact that i’m just paranoid An i can’t get out my own head i just can’t avoid I’m shaking and i can feel my nerve breaking Everything so berating, i just feel like middle fing waving {pre-chorus} Don’t let me smoke by myself I get lost inside my head I know i need top shelf professional help But i just turn to weed instead {chorus} They don't want me to smoke by my self (my self) Don’t believe me then take a look at my face (my face) They don't want me to smoke by my self (my self) Cause they know i'm a professional head case (head case) {verse 2} Smoke like it's solitaire, put some smoke up in the air Just trying to make my mind right, fu*k if i don't even care Normal life just don't compare, fu*k i’m in a cloud again Feeling like an alien until i'm coming down and then Don't wanna pretend, now i’m not high no more Life is just a waste of time, nothing changes ever more Instead of keeping count inside of head I will fall victim to becoming like the rest of 'em I lay awake at night inside of my bed Dreaming of stress free life’s and outcomes And how come every time i try to come up Life pulls me back down like what the fu*k I’m smoking trying to ease a little pain Hoping it'll never be the same again I take a puff enough and then i hold it Ugly like myself 'cause you know that i rolled it {pre-chorus} Don’t let me smoke by myself I get lost inside my head I know i need top shelf professional help But i just turn to weed instead {chorus} They don't want me to smoke by my self (my self) Don’t believe me then take a look at my face (my face) They don't want me to smoke by my self (my self) Cause they know i'm a professional head case (head case) {outro} They don't want me to smoke by my self They don't want me to smoke by my self They don't want me to smoke by my self By my self