Twisted Insane - The Leash lyrics

Everybody know my story and my glory, used to sleep in the street Holes up in my clothes and broken shoes up on my feet Never had no time to pay attention to your beef But if you feelin' froggy, won't you go ahead and leap Live with a demon and I see him every time I go to sleep at night Kids tell me they're hungry, what the f** is they gon' eat tonight? People lookin' at me like I'm not there Nobody ever believed in me I'm deceased to everybody, rest in peace tonight I'm your n***a that you ride goin' wit' ya I bet you feelin' like a f**ing cyclone hit ya I really try to get to f**in' my chrome lit up I mean it I was in it like a styrofoam sipper I got demons talkin' to me weighin' heavy on my soul Weighin' down my actions like the monkey on my back Someone hold my bottle while I fire off the bowl Takin' a hit of the green and releasin' my semen, I'm tryna just relax But people becomin' so negative, always offend you to laugh and To pin you up, they better give it up I kept pushin' with the devil in my head I sit up on the floor and keep on starin' at the razor-blades And thinkin' to myself that it'd be better if I'm dead Not knowin' if I'll be around to see another year or two Every time I think about my life, I need a beer or two Most the time I wish I was invisible And I ain't scared of no one just in case you n***as think that I be fearing you So faded up off of the drink that you would think I'm off of lean n***as use they b**hes, sit and wish the phone would ring I always used to wish one day that I'd become a king Puttin' my life in the hands of no one but myself and I'll be free Don't make music for the critics, I make music for the fans They're the ones who standin' with me by my side and let me know Other people tell me that they're really happy if I made it If you really wanna see me fly then won't you help me go up off the leash Back one more time for the n***as thinkin' I was a done deal Had to come back for one more spin on that fun wheel Hit 'em up with like one more claps Time, get up in the mind of your kind, you will find every gun's real n***a this sh**'s unreal, my son could've been with you Ridin' up in the back seat when the hollow tips just missed you On fire when the vampire bit you Ain't nowhere for you to run, f** your gun when that demon come get you So many nights I spend awake, I don't sleep much Faded in the hallway at like three in the morning Lookin' at the mirror screamin' at the motherf**a that's lookin' back at me Throw the bottle in it, break it, goddammit I'm zonin' Wake up, don't remember sh**, I do it every time All I see is bottles all around, they just surround me on the ground A n***a head is poundin' and I feel I'm drownin' and I'm down and out Because a n***a fresh up out the County Need to hook up, get my head out my a** Get up off the couch, I need to get my own sh** Got up out the pen' and made a way all by myself And jumped up in the studio and made a song called "Dome Split" I was k**in' n***as Movin' all around this here country I was livin' on the Greyhound with a 40 bottle and some lunch meat Dumping on any motherf**er tryna run up and pump me Bumpy Johnson n***a, it's not 21 Jump Street Dreams of playin' sold out arenas Wishin' that my granddaddy seen us I am a pure wicked genius Brain is lost somewhere on Venus No music for the critics, I make music for the fans They're the ones who standin' with me by my side and let me know Other people tell me that they're really happy that I made it If you really wanna see me fly then won't you help me go up off the leash