Twisted Insane - Deep Thinker lyrics

I used to have suicidal thougths at night and sit up in my room with a razor blade if ain’t nobody would care if I took my life Because when we call go it’s like we fade away that’s why I think about this so much and embrace the sh*t sometimes I really feel like we don’t take the sh*t we don’t belong in a motherf**kin cage and sh*t just last week got jumped on some racist sh*t What does that tell you about how far we have come? I’m not to be held acountable when I hit ’em with venom You know that spittin’ venom not the kind that that carver will get ’em? at first he was talkin’ to me and I be shakin’ and shiverin’ Alot of these motherf**kers lying when they rap on the mic they do it for some fame but they ain’t rappin’ they life they comin’ hella hard say they fresh about they yard but the truth is they ain’t pulled a strap or a knife Everybody equal I’m telling you G, If I ain’t sh*t what makes you better than me? Whether I go right now or fifty years who cares we all end up in a box indeffinately That’s why I’m living my life to the fullest I gotta do it you never know when death is coming but it’s coming for sure, I could get clacked by some enemies in the streets or have a heart attack after one of these f**kin’ shows Nobody knows, I don’t want to burn and I can sure as f**k tell you I do not want to drown will anybody give a sh*t in ninety years? i know a couple motherf**kers bump me now Shout out to anybody who’s listening now Behind your computers maybe on your phone I will attempt to get on your brain thats why I put these hidden messages up in my songs. You will let me take you somewhere and realize ain’t nobody f**kin’ with me on the mic because I’m ripping ni**as brains out I’mma keep evolving and I will become a problem to these ni**as in my and I will never ever change up What can anybody really say about me? Laugh a little bit cus I slept in the streets? Do your homework and you’ll find out I was bangin’ in the turf, doin’ dirt at the age of 13 Momma strung out so I hung out on the corner standin’ with them ni**as with the guns out BOW Hit the fence real quick, You ain’t used to hearing sh*t like POW POW POW POW POW You never see me complain about what I eat, my meal used to come out a garbage dumpster Other ni**as be ashamed to say that sh*t but me? I’m no f**kin’ other! “Twisted insane’s a weird freak!” so what? “Twisted insane’s on a course to blow up” Eat these rappers like fresh cold cuts Make everybody go home make ’em sick and throw up and Just when you thought I was done I’mma come with the sh*t to make a motherf**ker lose it, look at all the power of the music I be in the corner smokin on the Marijuana hella faded off of Old English fluid.