Twisted Insane - Alone lyrics

[Intro: ISO] This sh** sound like uh... You down to your last gram, right And you just chilling on the front porch, homie Brackin' [Verse 1: ISO] I be on the road doing dumb shows Getting hella love, countin' up guap But every time ISO gotta come home My n***as sounding ugly and love stops Try and diagnose him but it's unknown The feeling that I'm getting everyone watch Sometimes I feel I really need to be alone And when I'm all alone I be like, "Um, not" But that's just my resort If I could just resort my thoughts that I overlook As I overlook an ocean while I'm at a resort Then I could reverse all this remorse to sum it in 3 words (Take a vacation) And leave all of the fraud I see Always be honest we all wanna get away from The evil is regardless, we are the rebels We are the kids y'all just think all are devils Won't be long and meddle Jail beds with a camera over our heads Eating meds all day and y'all think all are settled I recall the days I would wreak all the havoc Don't be shooting me wrong it be on the ghetto It seem like my angels and demons agreed on it Me mentally on my seesaw was level (Damn) [Bridge: ISO] I'm hoping that I'm right like right away Because I could be wrong with it, might be I wanna be alone and I'ma die this way Or maybe I just want somebody like me Til then I'm a loner if I find a way To cope with it, I'ma have to go and sight-see Smoking marijuana getting high today I'm low downing a Corona like it's iced tea Looking around as I say [Hook] I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone [Verse 2: ISO] Solo when I need to smoke on the weed run I don't wanna be alone, sh** I need one I'm so sick of being broke but when the green come Here the funny people go again, rerun I thought a little bit of fame'll leave the beef done I was trying to get paid so I could eat some As long as my son fed and gotta Capri Sun sh** I could put the pen down and I could be done And no soul but I seen young Been through just about everything under the sun Fast lane, the police come I'm in posted so quick my post get the B1 I come from roaches and free lunch Til my mama started getting hella guap because we need some I want your ball out of loan like "Look at me, son" I did it from her, what I would become Was probably sick of being sh**ted on I seen her helping everybody Even people she ain't get along, with But I ain't tripping cause she really strong And got me thinking how the hell could she have did it wrong Her mindset that you ain't sh** alone So that's what I'm gon do, my mama got me in a different zone You wonder what's going on like Marvin I'm finna get it on, but that's a different song [Bridge: ISO] I'm hoping that I'm right like right away Because I could be wrong with it, might be I wanna be alone and I'ma die this way Or maybe I just want somebody like me Til then I'm a loner if I find away To cope with it, I'ma have to go and sight-see Smoking marijuana getting high today I'm low downing a Corona like it's iced tea Looking around as I say [Hook] I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone Looking around as I say I don't wanna be alone [Verse 3: Twisted Insane] I grew up on the corner with the crack fiends And no one's gonna sit and tell me that's it Put up on a pedestal my black queens And the fact is, I still dream for my black people Looking out the window from the backseat Mind be playing tricks when you on tour I try to give 'em food off of my plate I ain't got much, people say they want more But that's reason for me to leave 'em in the street I delete 'em, no need of more for me to eat Gotta beat 'em I can't believe in no retreat I've competed and beat 'em all just on the beat Who's the god? When I'm on the road Hop up on a tour bus, do a hundred shows Hit the Mary I just wanna do these hoes But when I'm at the path, Um, nobody would know I be up in a room by myself just married to my music Look at how fast time flies, my mind I'm starting to lose it Living a life alone, I could've been on I thought I knew it And I don't wanna be sixty thinking "Man, I really blew it..." Screw it And I be on a weed boat, he goes Get the best of us and thinking I might do it Triv, you gotta live all night and day you wanna hit Running through the verse but hell, I might do it Lit, You need some brainsick it's coming right away I've come to play the venue with a big crowd And walking through the fans shaking hands and Trying to find the girls with the big mouth Every day's a party when you living life Taking twenty shots a night then it's on Walk up in my house, throw my coat on the floor Kiss my kids, close my door, turn around, I'm alone [Hook] I don't wanna be alone Turn around I'm alone I don't wanna be alone Turn around I'm alone I don't wanna be alone Turn around I'm alone I don't wanna be alone