Twinkly Tus - No More (Denial) lyrics

I was taught to never make a sound, or raise my hands, just shut my mouth, curl in my bed and "Don't dare try to speak up!" Hearing my mommy and my daddy argue, loudly. Try to stop them, she got angry, she was yelling. Was it my fault? Tried to keep the same attitude in life, to walk away when I see conflict, to carry on, just tell no one, no one I learned to toughen up, accept my faith, to stop crying, to stop feeling, just keep quiet, "Go back to my room and clean up!" Feeling so numb inside but force a smile. keep compromise then tell a lie so I'll be fine and you will always love me Til my anger blown up, I could blame no one but to blame myself that I'm just worthless, that it's not worth-it coz I'm not worth-it coz I' just worthless No More No More Denial No More No More Denial Look inside and find the fight Don't give in to compromise I tried to sleep but your “kind” words keep popping in my head. Saying that I was less, say naughty kid, "just learn your place!" It is so painful when my family distressing me and say it's my debt But now I'm not angry, nor resentful towards you ma, because i know that deep inside you is an universe that also wants and desperately needs love No More No More Denial No More No More Denial Look inside and find the fight Don't give in to compromise No More Lie Please No More Lie Please No More