Turtlehead - Sparkle lyrics

I saw sun thoughts sparkle in your eyes Never won I never recognised But when I said I wanted to see you I could never admit But when I said I want to be near you I can't believe the things that you did Words you spoke can't go through hurt again Memories broken all along I faced the end But when I said I thought I could hear you I could never see why I would never belong just to leave you although my thoughts would just always deny I want to see my lifetime sparkle in your lies I want to feel the sunlight warming in my eyes I want to be true again I want to be someone's friend And I want to be hurt by you so I can, I can live again Hopes you gave wrench at my soul again Tried to save respect for better friends But when I heard you wanted to see me I could never again But when I heard you want to be near me I can't forgive the hate that you send