Turnover - Bernstein Cougars lyrics

I speak in broken words Uncomprehensive complex verse Of what I've lost again more of a brother than best friend All the memories Of all the things held close to me There's nothing left but ghosts and what's f**ed up They mean the most And this is all I've got left I'll keep it clutched into my chest I'll be okay To see you come I'll die another day Carcinogenic thoughts And all the things I've fled and fought Succeed to break me down Continue on without a sound Holding fast and strong I've known you'd be here all along A lie is all this is I'm just another f**ing kid And this is all I've got left I'll keep it clutched into my chest I'll be okay To see you come I'll die another day And this is all I've got left I'll keep it clutched into my chest I'll be okay To see you come I'll die another And this is all I've got left I'll keep it clutched into my chest I'll be okay To see you come I'll die another day I'll die another day