Turnover - Disentigration lyrics

Oh my God, I fear I can't be saved These idle hands have slowly dug my grave Every day is the same Feels like I'm disintegrating Back into the dust from which I came So I got in my car and I drove and I drove All night 'til I couldn't stay awake Went through Louisiana As far as I went wouldn't ever be quite far enough away And I never wanna feel like I'm dying Cuz the time that you waste won't come back So I took a part of me that I hated And I tried to leave it in the past You wake up, nothing again Old and broken and tired Go to sleep all alone Wake up all alone If I said that I cared I'd be lying You wake up, nothing again Old and broken and tired Go to sleep all alone Wake up all alone If I said that I cared I'd be lying You wake up You're nothing You're tired You're struggling I just wanna try to be a better man before I fall apart You wake up You're nothing You're tired You're struggling Trouble always finds me even when I'm hidden way down in the dust You wake up You're nothing You're tired You struggling They say that we came from dust and to dust we will all return You wake up You're nothing You're tired You struggling My days are numbered fewer than the lessons that I've never learned To come and take me home