Tura Satana - Break lyrics

I'm stuck inside my mind It's ugly what I find You think that I'm so kind This face has got you blind The little girl will hide so pretty on the outside Gonna burn and bleed This hate is k**ing me I stay awake till three I'm drownin' in my sleep I know the flesh is weak I pray my soul to keep I suffocated with grief This monster will not leave My nightmare's just begun I hate what I've become (Cuz you made me to break me) I'm daddy's little girl My mommy's next to me I'd rather k** myself, than go to therapy Why won't I shut my mouth? Cuz you've got eyes like me Why don't you shoot yourself? So someone dies for me mommy! (Cuz you made me to hate me) I try to fight but there's no use guess I was built for your abuse bodies bruised Hands are cold vicious thoughts I can't control Shed the demons of the past slit my wrists so they ask... what is real? What is fake? Pray to god I don't break (Father forgive me, for I have sinned it's been 2 weeks since my last confession) Don't tell me what I've broken you ain't seen nothin' yet The gla** just left me swollen It's you I'm gonna get Are you afraid of me? I think you should be I'd rather k** myself than let you make me bleed I live in misery and sit there quietly Why don't you stab yourself so someone dies for me? Mommy No I'm not happy now You're still here next to me I'd rather swallow sh** than you infecting me I vomit constantly while you apologize Why don't you k** yourself so someone f**in' dies! Mommy