Tunnel Vision TV - Never Go lyrics

Verse 1: (Clarky) I might hold a couple tears back.. Roll up a big spliff.. Maybe throw a couple beers back.. Its bombs away fam until im looking through a clear bag; Tell mandys man Dan 'Cleared That, How long until you here fam?' Chasing these bad thoughts away's my ideal plan; I seem to drift a couple years back... I would have never feared that; you wouldn't be here nan Now you're gone; it seems wrong; just the idea that; I will never hear your voice.. I know mum knows I done you wrong; So wrong.. I feel bad... I'm still mad at myself, cos the pain will never heal and; My own mother can't forgive me this is real... But still man we stay strong; Together we can pull through it Truest line ive ever wrote 'My heart is pure music' Pain is what fuels it.. Memories I swear are a mark; That just tear us apart.. Memories are useless... Hook: (Maverick Sabre) Memories don't leave; they'll never go.. Forever eating at your soul.. Reach out to let go.. Reach out to let go... Verse 2: (Clarky) I guess its kinda funny; the way that life works Life hurts us in a way we can't explain and we cry first Then try and hide disguised, why should i divert My pain on someone else.. when it was mine first.. Its like.. well.. its just hard init? We hide behind our smiles yeah but they dont know the half of it Everyone knows none of it.. no one knows about all of it.. The awkwardness.. its almost like the reaper walks with us.. My dad's dad just died, i swear i felt my heart break It took a girl to make me see just how much my heart caved Its mad to try and understand the way that hearts take I hope happiness ain't too far, might find it in the last place we look I hold it up for you cos i know thats what you'd want Know inside im hurting and i dont think i can stop But these memories will never go; that me, you and nan had You're gone but not forgotten we will always love you grandad Verse 3: (Clarky) Now you're up there grandad, say hi to uncle les for me I remember as a kid in spain, you's both would used to tell me stories Of back when you's were kids... and sh** im just like you!! Me and my brothers hold your name and so I gotta do it right too! Leanne.. I never got to say goodbye to you.. Let my lyrics be a guide to you; cah heaven holds a life for you There was never someone who could not see eye to eye with you The day that you was taken know that everybody cried for you Uncle colin, never quite knew what to say to you.. The pain you felt; i'll never know.. I'll never meet your baby too :/ My baby cousin, doesn't, even know how much I Love Him But In, My Heart He'll stay.. So Cry Now I Mustn't.. I guess the truth is that inside we are all scared; Of accepting the fact we will never breathe the same air.. But distance never separates two hearts that really care.. Our memories spin the miles and in seconds we are there..