Tunnel Vision TV - Lack Of Lust lyrics

Lack Of Lust Verse 1: Dumbstruck! ... Stirring; I'm searching for words; And I'm stuck; Blud, I'm in a rough rut.. To Sum Up.. 'Tough Luck' ..'Personally'; I've never had much... And now I've f**ed up.... Jords Birthday I tried dropping you a message; To, - -Apologise for what went down and also how I left it... (See) That sh** got out of hand; And, I never should of let it; I'm not expecting to hear back; Frank, But Im hoping you respect it! I woulda tried to write you sooner; But I though that It was ruder; For me to do so, Than not to... You my bredrin.. And I dont think I can make it like before; & I dont even think You'd want to... It's cuts me deep bruv! Me and you would use to link up everyday of the week; but Now it ain't even like we barely speak much, We dont speak at all; It's that real, I ain't seen you for years and it's bleak blud! Hook: Verse 2: You were my best friend... You've done more for me than anyone else ever has.. :/ I regret them messed up times when; Yes I guess I could have acted better Frank! I completely understand if you dislike or even hate us Don't want to see us, talk to us and/or never make up ... Or if we're just in a part of your life you've moved on from.. -I just wanted to speak; Not the beat I speak this song on.... I hear you have a job now and that Life's going well? I really hope it is man... -It's good to know aswell.. I hope you know I meant well... & know it was a; - - misunderstanding; Even though it didn't emd well! Honestly.. If it wasn't for you; Then I wouldn't even have any morals; So Here's my apology; A Rap; I know it ain't fair.. I know it ain't much; Frank.. But Im sorry... Take Care Hook: