Tumie - Before I Wake lyrics

(INTRO) No True Words Have Been Spoken... (HOOK) Before I wake I pray to the Lord My soul to take My soul to take All the consequences of the world And I... Tryna' know myself, figure out who am I Tryna' learn what's wrong, and what's really right That's what I've been doing all my life... (VERSE 1) Now a n***a is a man, uh Hope that you understand, uh.. Two songs that I made Told e'rryone how mom was played How I dealt with the pain How slowly it started to fade With all the scars that remained Had to fight 'em, that's the way... Sad times, you think the whole world is against you The sun never shines, if rain is what you've never been through... Told me that he never meant to Hurt a n***a and his mom Told him "damn n***a I don't need you" Me, myself and I I'm one... And you know that It's me who still take care Of my family, make sure that they never live sad Had to live with the fact that he opted for a brothel Instead of my mom's, that's why I say damn... Fvck him, fvck him, all I can say is fvck him A n***a never cared through my upbring When my mother had to fight struggle... She only wanted to see me happy Everything seems fine when you totally happy And for that, I will always cherish Her, for showing a good well-being... (BRIDGE) Ever felt like your world is crashing down And there's nothing you can do about, it... Been through some mountains and valleys... Now that I truly know myself Made peace with what I went through, age of twelve Mama always told me, behave yourself And never stop believing in yourself... (HOOK)