Tulisa - Secrets lyrics

[Intro: Tulisa] Dappy, turn my mic up [Verse 1: Tulisa] Today is the day that I'm gonna tell Just a little 'bout myself All of these haters, they don't understand me They can't touch the pain I've felt I wish I could show them all of my secrets And they might see through me But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness I can let 'em tear through me Mummy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them Won't stop, they just add to her pain Daddy it's okay, I still love you Because you show me love in every way Mummy I'm sorry for not always caring I got so lost when you weren't around Since I was a young girl, I kept us related I don't trust so I won't get let down [Hook: Tulisa & Dappy] So who could be behind my smile? I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything And we'll advise you in every way One more thing, for those who don't know we is family We've known each other since we were babies [Verse 2: Fazer] So I guess it's just another one of them days I got bills to pay, studs' to rent Girl problems Plus an album due within nine days Stress to the brain Mumsy's going through so much pain Every time I get paid money to Elaine One more and you'll open you eyes to a blacked out range [Verse 3: Dappy] Gunshots, knife attacks Seems like I'm living in a life of attacks Government bills, dodgy deals Leads to another life, crime on wheels I'm so broke that it's no joke Surrounded by addicts who be on coke If I really wanted to, I make money off them Block in the morning on the move by ten I write them hits in my head Don't need no time with paper and pen I sell my demos in boxes of ten Won't stop me unless you're a dirty bill [Verse 4: Fazer] It's like yesterday Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie Were the bester days, can you relate? Young black boys from council estates Rollin' around the ends twenty man strong Pour some Hennessy for every man gone I know I ain't sent no letters but still Free hash, free deal, I'm not for much longer [Pre-Hook: Dappy & Fazer & Tulisa] Ever since I was a young'n I found it hard to find my way That's why I don't trust so I won't get let down [Hook: Tulisa & Dappy] So who could be behind my smile? I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand T, no you ain't, you can tell us anything And we'll advise you in every way One more thing, for those who don't know we is family We've known each other since we were babies [Verse 5: Tulisa] Oh I went from not wantin' to live life no more To appreciatin' every breath I take If it wasn't for the music, I probably wouldn't be here That's why I pray to God everyday Screamin' the days where I could just fly away I'm tryna be strong but as for today, I'm feelin' down [Hook: Tulisa] So who could be behind my smile? I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand