Tryl - Believe lyrics

[Intro] Tryston had a dream Tryston had a dream When I was six I wasn't mean Tryston had a dream to be happy I just wanted to be happy [Verse 1] I, I know that I can do this I know I can defeat this demon Or this monster in me And I know I got the sh** end of the stick But I got hope in her like she's my savior Light a cig, sh** Whatever never mind I think about her all the time I couldn't chase her out my mind She's what I crave she's just a dime She likes to Tug on my heart strings Pretend to k** me One day I will die And then she (b**h) wins I got the addictive gene from my dad I'm just a dick to things cause I'm mad (f** you) I wanna overdose on my girl Cause she's the only way I stay glad I can't keep running sh** when I'm sad I can't keep doing this or I'll drag myself down Down into a hole I don't know if I'll get out of [Hook] I believe I'm dying I believe in flying I believe I'll find it The dream that you provided [Verse 2] Another bottle full of pills Another bottle full of tears Another bottle all these years You never struggled but here I am Never fear She's always near I can't get away oh dear You know I've tried but every time I take a hit I lose my mind That's why I need her Every time I see her she's cold just like an igloo I forget my problems But the thing is she's the issue She's k**ing me slowly She don't even know it She just wants to get me high I can't continue f**ing Deja-vu [Hook] I believe I'm dying I believe in flying I believe I'll find it The dream that you provided [Verse 3] I want the sweet release of this pain I'm sick of playing all of these games I look for you to heal me from things But you're the toxic thing in my veins Yeah you're the pills I crave in my sleep You're the alcohol in my dreams Yeah I got problems sipping on lean Yeah you got problems kinda like me But we just sit back and believe Like that's gonna work all in between All the times we think that it helps But there she goes just offering hell I think she likes to see us when down Not no more I've been all around I'm not going downtown With her no more See I've been found Slow it down [Hook] I believe I'm dying I believe in flying I believe I'll find it The dream that you provided [Verse 4] I'm going down I'm going down I can't get up I'm falling down And I can't see I'm going blind Is this the end I see my friends They're in my head It's all a fraud I can't believe Nothing's real I just craved A bit of fame I didn't want this Ease the pain It's insane The way my brain Goes away And today I just thought I'd f**ing end it Well hooray Cause here I am Laying on the cold hard ground I just wanna get around But now I'm just going down I am just going down [Outro] You are the sun that lights up my life You always shine so bright If you could see what happened to me You might just be scared I, I, f**, f** this, f** f**